HOLD ME AND MEAN IT!

Hi. It's time to pen down my next thoughts. This time let me describe what love is to me and what are the things I wish to do with him when I find the right one. If it sounds dramatic and looks like it doesn’t exist. Buckle up, guys; there will definitely be that one guy who is ready to do anything just to keep me in their life and see me happy.

Where to start? Hitting my 30s made me more independent, and my boundaries to let someone in got more secure. But still, if someone is able to get in by crossing the boundaries, then for sure he is one.

I too wish to have someone in my life to share my vulnerable side with.

I too wish to be seen in pain, suffering, messy, ugly, angry, and all sorts of negative sides I withhold, but still he chose to love me.

I too wished to be taken care of.

I want him to help me find places, come up with suggestions, look into my eyes, and say you did it.

I want him to say it's ok if you failed; I’m just proud of you that you tried.

I want to be someone’s special someone.

I want to be supported in all my odds.

I want him in my silence.

I want him when something good happens.

I want him when life is treating me badly.

I want him when the whole world stood against me.

I want him to say you are wrong, but still, you have my back.

I want him to be my safe place.

I want him to say, "I have you, and it's more than enough."

I want him to appreciate me for my win and sit with me to figure out when I failed.

I want him to check on me when I'm travelling all alone.

I want him to be clingy sometimes and follow me occasionally.

I want him to fight with me and fix things on the same day.

I want him to feel jealous.

I want him to look into my eyes and understand what I’m about to say.

I want one such person who starts crying even before I start weeping for my pain.

I want him to be my everything.

Maybe this sounds like so much to ask. I can put it in one word. I just want him to be beside me and hold me tight, saying, "I love you." I love everything about you. Though life stinks in different ways, I will still be with you and love you. When his action proves it, he can experience all my love stored for years just flooding in non-stop.

I will do anything for this man, and he will be my angel who is going to save me from this cruel world.

Hope I find one such person and love in life. Hope everyone finds one such irreplaceable person in life. :)